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He sat, legs crossed, waiting. He had gotten good at waiting, at patience. It took time - ever so much time - but he had mastered it. Now he waited for someone who was...remarkable. A new presence in the Force.

Perhaps they would be a student, perhaps not. This was all by ear, all outside of the experience of any Jedi. He wondered what Rahn would say, or Luke. Even Jan's advice would have been most helpful. But, in the continuing story of his life, he was once again working without a net.

It would prove most interesting.

Date: 2011-06-16 09:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
[He chuckles a bit.]

I doubt that. The only thing that's a waste of time is something where you don't gain anything. If nothing else, I'll learn I can't use it, so it's hardly a waste.

Date: 2011-06-16 10:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
He nods. Good, that was the response he wanted to hear.

"Right. Make yourself comfortable. We'll begin right away."

Date: 2011-06-16 10:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
[X settles himself cross-legged just in front of Kyle, running his hands through his hair to fix it a bit from the "nest" the kitten had made.]

Ready when you are.

Date: 2011-06-16 10:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
He says nothing for a long moment, closing his eyes.

"I want you to reach out, with your mind. Feel the world around you. Sense it without using your eyes, or sensors, or anything. Tell me what you feel."

Date: 2011-06-16 10:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
[He closes his eyes, exhaling softly and trying to do just that.]

There's a calm current to everything. In and around here... in you and the cat, everything around and under us. It doesn't really bend... it seems to flow in place, like a fountain.

Date: 2011-06-16 10:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Reach out with your mind. Touch it, see what happens. What can you sense?"

He's curious what the robot-man will find.

"What does it feel like?"

Date: 2011-06-16 10:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
...I'm not sure. I feel like I'm touching dry water. It seems to flow around me if I come close, then resettle when I draw back. The same as slowly putting my hand into a still pond, then just as slowly taking it out.

Date: 2011-06-16 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Calm and concentration, erase your anxiety from your mind. Reach out, concentrate on the living things around you. What can you sense of the creature beside you, for instance?"

Date: 2011-06-16 10:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
The "water" is a lot weaker, but feels "brighter." There's a lot of space around it, as if there either used to be more or soon will be more.

Date: 2011-06-16 11:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
He nods, a smile on his face.

"Push further. Can you sense its intelligence? Its sentience?"

He sees the Force differently, that much is true. He really shouldn't be surprised by that, when he thinks about it.

Date: 2011-06-16 11:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
I don't know. I can't separate much from the water right now but the space.

Date: 2011-06-16 11:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Interesting."

He opened his eyes, watching him. Or, more correctly, watching the Force swirl around him. It connected...strangely, sporadically it seemed. Perhaps it was still 'settling' on him. He really couldn't tell.

"Direct your energy further. What can you feel?"

Date: 2011-06-16 11:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
More of the flow in everything around us. I can't tell if it's close or not. Some of it has a strange... "tint" to it.

Date: 2011-06-16 11:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Tell me about this 'tint'", he said, standing up, walking around X, completely at home in the Force. It covered him like a blanket, with the warmth of an old friend.

"Feel the differences, the vibrancy."

Date: 2011-06-16 11:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
They both seem to glow, but one's bright and calm, while the other's dull and frenzied.

Date: 2011-06-16 11:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Alright, focus on the calm one. What can you tell me about it?"

He senses how the robot-man feels the Force, and how it...well, how it comes to him. It is strange, like...like an organic data query. Strange.

Date: 2011-06-16 11:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
It feels serene and relaxing. Not the strongest feeling, but content.

Date: 2011-06-16 11:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Can you reach into that feeling further?"

He asked only a simple question this time. He knew something of the method, now to examine the depth.

Date: 2011-06-16 11:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
Somewhat. It feels mostly the same, but the further I go, the more calm it feels.

Date: 2011-06-17 12:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Alright. Pull back, if you can...see how far you can stretch your senses. How far can you reach, and what do you feel?"

Date: 2011-06-17 12:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
I'm not sure. I can feel a lot of different concentrations of that water, some with one of those tints, but I can't tell what they are or where they are.

Date: 2011-06-17 12:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
He nodded.

"Interesting. Now, tell me, does it feel taxing? What is its effect on you?"

Date: 2011-06-17 01:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
I feel... strangely calm. Like everything that's ever bothered me has been washed away, leaving just peace.

Date: 2011-06-17 01:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
He nodded. "Excellent, but what of the physical effects?"

There were usually some at least. He had to hope there were some in this case.

Date: 2011-06-17 01:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
It's straining, but in a different way than I've ever felt.

Date: 2011-06-17 01:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Tell me about it," he said, settling back into position in front of him.

Date: 2011-06-17 01:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
[He remains still for a moment, then exhales, opening his eyes.]

What was that?

Date: 2011-06-17 01:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Tell me about the strain. How it effects you."

There is something, a deep instinct, that says training a potentially endless battery in the Force would be a dangerous undertaking indeed.

Date: 2011-06-17 01:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
It's not exhausting, but it's a drain on something I've never felt drained before. It isn't enough to deplete any of my energy, but it certainly felt strange.

Date: 2011-06-17 02:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
Inwardly, there is some relief.

"The Force can wear, take away at energy unnoticed. The dark side...the dark side corrupts, slowly, unnoticed. The light will tire you, but it will be there for you in times of need."

Date: 2011-06-17 02:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
Is that what those tints were? The "sides?"

Date: 2011-06-17 02:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Tell me about the tings. I suspect that is the truth...you felt the light and the dark. The darkness is seductive, always, even to those fully part of the light."

"It corrupts even the supposedly incorruptible. There is no place too far from which to fall."

Date: 2011-06-17 02:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
[X cringes, sighing -- it certainly reminds him of the virus, in a way.]

The duller tint did feel something like that. It was pulling, in a way, but unlike the bright tint, there was an unnerving sense about it. Like falling into a pit you can't climb out of, but in a way that tried to make you want to step into it.

Date: 2011-06-17 02:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"Once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny."

He remembers that particular axiom of Luke's, originally from his own teacher, Yoda.

"Or at least," he adds, "most of the time. Sometimes, you can escape the shadow."

He certainly had.

Date: 2011-06-17 02:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
I didn't trust the feeling I had from it, so I avoided it. I've seen how people can turn first hand. I don't need to suffer that myself.

Date: 2011-06-17 03:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"It won't always be that easy," he said. "Sometimes it will look like something good, sometimes it will look like truth."

"Beware, always, the dark side. There is nobody - nobody - immune from falling to it."

Date: 2011-06-17 03:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
I understand.

[X's voice sounds heavy, of a weariness Kyle likely knows.]

Date: 2011-06-17 03:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
"I fell, once. But I had friends, people to pull me back. Friendship, love...they'll save you, nurture you in the Force. Jealousy, well, that can lead to the dark side, but love? Love is redeeming."

Something the old Jedi had failed to realize, really. They had locked it away, made it forbidden and taboo, and turned the greatest strength of the Jedi into a weakness that Palpatine had exploited. Thankfully the Corellian Jedi had essentially just defied that. But then again, that was kind of what Corellians did.

Small wonder the Imps had always said that two Corellians together was a conspiracy, and three was a fight.

"Let the emotions of life fuel you, give you strength."

Date: 2011-06-17 04:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
[To say that was a bit puzzling to X wasn't a stretch, but he simply nodded, genuinely filing away what Kyle had said.]

Date: 2011-06-20 05:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sulon-jedi.livejournal.com
He smiled. "No comment on all that? No questioning of my fitness to teach?"

The light in his eyes was mischievous.

Date: 2011-12-03 03:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] infinituslumine.livejournal.com
None at all. I don't know anything about this energy, but you do.

[He laughs gently, and it's almost like the chime of a small bell.]

I'm not exactly in a position to judge you.

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